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Sunday, January 13th, 2008
9:24 pm	wats the deal........ yeah its been awhile since Ive written on here, so i just want to say whats up with everyone and whats been goin down.. ive been here in town working at startek, its goin pretty good there and im tryin to move up in the ranks .....make that chedda and own the place...other than that im chillin with my friends and tryin to find a place to live, so thats whats up for now ill try to write more on here but ill see how it goes......peace out (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
12:39 am	Still here............ Yeah im still here, just been chillin and working (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 29th, 2007
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Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
1:21 am	Spiderman 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes we have 50 days til the greatest movie comes out SPIDERMAN 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im goin to order tickets early and whoever wants to go let me know so i can place a order and you can give me the money, whoever can see these words on the post is invited, it dont matter, whoever......and 300 is one badass movie (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 21st, 2006
6:50 pm	Im out Yeah so i have about 2 weeks left in town, im heading back to waco gotta finish up the schooling but i want comments about how cool i am and how ill be missed................(man i hope someone comments)....lol GodBless Fabian (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 27th, 2006
5:11 am	I dont know i had this whole journal set out to write but i dont think im goin to write it, im goin to wait cause i dont feel like its time, i dont know Some new things that has happpened to me Im bored in town all the time and i want to go and chill with my boy Jake in san marcos I got a new digital camera and its freakin awesome, i like it alot, ive just been workin alot and its not that bad it just gets in the way of me goin to san marcos and chillin and having a good time with my good friends Well its certain now i will be goin back to school in january, yes im headin back to tstc in waco, im glad cause i feel its about time cause there is nothing really in this town for me anymore, i know i have my family and my friends but i just feel like its time to go and grow up or something like that, but i have to get some paperwork finished and save up a little more cash and i have to go to waco and look for an apartment, i really dont want to live on campus again cause i dont want to get jacked again but this time i will be more careful, im hoping to get a transfer to a spherion type job in waco so i dont start off jobless again so hopefully everything will go good,so yeah if you read this and u want to hang out before i jet off to college let me know we can chill and go ot the movies,LET ME KNOW My bday is coming up real soon, it will be here in less than 9 days and im freakin psyched cause im goin to be 21 and i dont know what im goin to do, i kinda have the thought of me just being wasted all day even at work but i dont know what will happen, but im sure it will be badass, so if u want to get me something like adrink or whatever let me know and we can get drunk together Thats what i really have to say right now if i feel like posting more i will anyways GOD BLESS+ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Staind (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 13th, 2006
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006
8:39 pm	man there is too much drama goin on with everyone,everyone needs to0 chill out and go to the arcade and slap the manager for makin me quit i want everyone who knows about tilt and who loves tilt to complain on the website, sayin that alice is mean person and how she made good people workin at the arcade quit and tell her that you want Fabian back as manager or we will stop everyone from goin to tilt and make the place run down DO IT FOR TILT, CAUSE I KNOW YALL MISS IT AND I CERTAINLY MISS IT TOO (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
5:40 am	I was goin to make a big update, but i will wait for a better time to post something (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 25th, 2006
6:15 pm	Was it a good decision......????...... Now that ive quit tilt, i feel a little, i honestly do, it still kinda sux that i wont be able to to go and play free games, but oh well, future plans may fix that problem, anyway ive been mostly at home all day catchin up on some sleep, and relaxin cause its felt like i havenent done that in awhile, but now that im home i keep gettin thses glares from my mom and sister, and i asked why they are lookin at me like that and my mom just blurts out that ive made a irresponsible decision, and all i really want to say is JUST SHUT UP, Ii really did , it justs pisses me off soo much that she and my sister are so pissed of at me for quiting, they dont know what i was goin through at that store only 3 other people coulc know what i was goin through, there was some much shit goin down, that im so surprised i lasted as long as i did, i just really wish everyone was cool with me quitting, i really felt like i could last a little longer but i just couldnt, i walked into the store this morning and i just wanted to puke, i jyst got the feelin of seein that lady there and just talkin to her,, the shitty thing is that she was actually nice to me, and i just know that she was being nice to me cause i was the only one there and she didnt want me to quit, im guessing, but thats what i did, i was thinkin of the best way to to go up to her and say that im done, it took me a little while but i finally put myself together and said "alice im done here, i quit, she had looked at me and said when i want to be done and i said today, she just looked at me and said that we need to perform an audit, which means we have to cound all the money in the store and make sure everything is there, so were doin the count and i hardly talk to her and she hardly talks to me, when everything is done i find out that im 70 bux short so that is goin to come put of my pocket when i cash my check, but i really think its a small price to pay to get away from that women, but i dont know......?????? all i kow is that im not goin to be here this weekend, im goin to be out of town hopefully unless i change my mind and decide i dont want to be cooped up with my mom and sister but who knows, im just very confused right now and kinda down, but im really glad that im done with that job cause i dont know how long i could have lasted with that lady anyway i feel like i made a good decision, i just need to find a quick job so that i can get my damn mom off my back, anyways all i can really say is GET YOUR GAME ON!!!!!!!!!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 13th, 2006
2:11 am	All this is for you................ Ok first of all ive been good, ive been workin alot but it hasnt been that bad, but i do get the feelin that my time at the tilt will be done soon, which is good and bad at the same time, on the good part is that i wont have to deal with any bullshit goin on between Dm or anything else, i mean this job is gettin stressful and i really dontfeel like im doin my job right,i mean im doin the job andi feel like im doin it right, but there are others tellin me that im not doing it right and i just get down that i keep gettin corrected but i guess its all part of the job.....idk, for the bad part well, i wont be able to see all the friends that i see all the time, ive gotten so used to seein all my freinds that ive made through tilt, that i guess it will be kinda hard to not be able to see all the time, when i think about it ive made so many friends workin there that man it would really suck to not be able to see them all the time like i used too, cause as what happened with hardie,if i was to get fired or quit i would be banned for 6 months i believe, which i know sux alot of ass. but really im just tryin to hold out until maybe late june or early august to wuit cause ive been thinkin about ti alot and i want to go back to school, ive been puttin it off for so long that i feel like im ready to go back to school, i know some people will be upset to hear that, and some others might not care, but oh well, really i dont want to work at an arcade all my life especially under the management of satan. all i know is that ive made some good friends my year at tilt, yes its been a year and thats a hella long time, im goin to try and name the friends ive made in a list from beginning to recent and if i leave anyone out im sorry and just let me know... My Boys(The original 3 muskateers) Hardie- what can i say about my filipino friend, we had some good times at the tilt, always showin up late like 5 mins before opening and just chillin the entire day, playin mvc2 and talkin about comic books and checkin out the ladies, even when were on the clock we'd chill in front of tilt in middle of the mall and sit on the bench that you have on your front porch, we also had some good times at ur casa, you know, you know, always watchin movies and chillin, lookin at ish and makin fun of him cause he would always try to mess with us with his shirt off, man what a women....funtimes Ish- What can i say about ish,hes a charactor, always has something to say, even though sometimes i dont believe some of the crap he says hes still my boy, i remember all the times that ish would crash at hardies and come to tilt in the morning and just sleep in the cave for hours, and we always used to mess with him and try to scare him, but you my boy ish and ill always have your back. (The ladies) Madeline- weve always been cool, for as long as i know, your a cool chick, i just hope everything goes good for you and ur happy Ciara- what can i say, ur a cool chick too, i remember along time ago when i barely knew you and you barely knew me, u chilled at tilt with madeline and ya'll had stayed afterward and i couldnt remember your name and i remember you got upset cause i called you sierra and you were just like "im not black and im not a rapper" its ciara" i was like whoa and i made sure to get it right after that, we always had some interesting conversations and they always ended up me makin you laugh or you makin me laugh... but anyways you continue doin good at school and work and im sure good things will happen for you, oh yeah batman is cool and all but spiderman can woop his rich ass......ha Kelly- Ur a crazy character but i mean that is the nicest way possible, every chance we talk i enjoy it, even if we dont have really anything to say, and i always crack up whenever you run and jump into me, its something you could come upwith and have so much fun doin it, i want to wish you luck on college and i hope everything goes good in SA, i know you still have awhile but i might as well tell you now, your a good friend and i hope we can stay friends.. Liz & Jenn- First Liz, we have been cool since ive met you and i hope we can stay like that, i find it real nice that u can talk to me about personal things, i will always be there for you, one thing i should tell you, you shouldnt be down all the time, i know you prolly cant help it but im just tellin you, u can tbe down all the time cause im sure you have people to who care about you and love you, i just feel like you need to relax and enjoy life, im not tryin to preach to you its just soem advice. Jenn, i know we havenet talked in ahwhile, but im sure your busy with work, i remember when i first met you you just gave me a big hug i thought that was cool cause i barely knew you, idk it made me feel good, but anyway your a good friend and i hope im your good friend, and its cool if your bf doesnt tell me "hi" i dont take it into offense, he was just occupied, i understand. The Regulars(My Bros. from other mothers) Johnny- man dude me and you have gotten close in the past few months, youve been there when i was down and ive been there for when you were down, i know i bullshit with you alot, and i know you im kidding, but your my boy and u always will be, even if we dont hang out as much anymore, were still cool, and yeah u got me interested in naruto and kingdom hearts, that couldnt have been possible without you Will Jew-what can i say about the jew, your my boy, but i feel like i never see you anymore, but its all good though i always enjoy hangin out with you, we always have good times together, and we always have good talks, i know you get down about some stuff but dude you have to remember that your still young even thought your very smart for your age you still have alot to learn, but i like the way you think, you have a good head on your shoulders, keep it up man and good things will happen for you Jon Mikal- all i can say iis your my boy Jm, yo dog where you at?? me and u always crack up at the dumbest shit but thats what makes us cooler than everyone, and we always end up doin some crazy shit, your very street smart and thats what i liek about you, you very smart for your age, thats why we get along so much ....idk but ill always be there for you man Jerky- man dude ive never a met a kid with such a good head on his shoulders but can act so stupid sometimes, btu thats what makes you, you, and ive told you this before that i consider you likemy little bro, its not just cause i drive you around and feed you adn smack you around sometimes, which you know when i do that its all for fun and i never mean it, your my lil bro and i know you have a new mom and dad aka cory and andi, but i can be your bro, im always there for you and i always will, either to talk abotu dumb shit or video games.... Lilo- in the short time that ive known you you gotten way better at mvc2 and tekken5 than me and i think its badass cause i know you will be the future of gaming at the tilt and so on.. im glad too that the nickname stuck, i always come up with good nicknames and i consider this one my favorite. anyways if i left anyone out im sorry and i will edit, but im tired of typin, i hope everyone enjoys this post and leave me lots of comments cause i love comments Peace. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Random MIx (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
3:10 am	Awesome News After all this time of thinking anything good will happen to me, something finally has gone good, today i purchased an xbox 360 from my cousin,YES AN XBOX 360, its so freakin sweet, im goin to be playin it all the time (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
2:09 am	Do You Concur??? Damn I Should Have Concurred !!!!!!! Today ive come to realize that im workin too much, it just hit me when i left work at 5, i left work, cashed my check and afetr that really nothing else i hung out at johnny house for a little bit that was ok but the rest of the night was kind of crappy, i went to my friend josh s house but that was a kinda a bust cause all he did was talk to his chick on the computer and really just pay attention to her which is al good cause im glad he has someone to do that with, so anyways it was about 15 til 1 and i didnt want to go home but i knew i had to cause i have to get up early and go to tilt and count some money and write down some meters, that normally wouldnt bother me but i work the night shift tomorrow, so i miss out on sleepin late cause i have to get up early and go to work but its all cool since work has consumed my entire life, i still have a life but its changed ever since i became a manager, all on mind is the store,hows the store? is all the money there?? i constantly ask those questions all the time in my head, and yeeah i know its good to be on top of that stuff but man i think about it too much, but oh well i have no other things holdin me back right now, so i dont know, i just need to start goin to movies again and actually hang out with people my age, im not hatin on the people that i hang out with now but it's just i feel like im the very old one out of everyone, i know i might not be the oldest one, but im sure youd understand what im sayin, i really need a weekend off, that would be awesome, id be able to get away from the store and not have to here that same damn song on ddr that I DO, I DO, i actually counted it today and counted 164 times that i heard that damn song and do you know whats worse i actually sing to it sometimes and i dont even know it, DAMN U DDR, ALL I WANTED WAS A MARIOCART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but oh well, i hope everyone else is doin good,now the usual people i talk to from tilt are usually alice, perry and pepper, but sometimes joel if he comes up there, but me and pepper will chill all the time either will just chill and check out the ladies or ill honk his horn on his chair and he'll hook me up with a drink, man hes cool oh yeah one more thing ive noticed this alot, i really do hate the people that put there kids on leashes, ive seen like 3 or 4 kids on leashes and it makes me sad and kinda mad cause no child deserves that and all i want to do is go slap that parent and let the child run free, maybee someday i will anyways im off to bed or to play some TFC (damn you ish im addicted now) ENGINEER FOR LIFE SON Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Takin Back Sunday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
12:36 am	The Good ol Days MAN I WAS JUST CLEANIN MY ROOM AND I HAPPENED TO COME ACROSS MY XBOX AND PS2 BOXES, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I CLOUD OF HATE CAME TO ME, WHICH SUX CAUSE I STILL CANT GET OVER THE FACT THAT MY PS2 AND XBOX WERE TAKIN FROM ME ALMOST A YEAR AGO, IT REALLY SUX CAUSE I LOVED MY PS2 AND XBOX, I WORKED HARD CUTTIN GRASS TO GET MY PS2 AND MY XBOX WAS GIVEN TO ME AS A GIFT FROM MY PARENTS ILL TELL THE STORY,,, OK IT WAS ALMOST A YEAR AGO AND IT WAS BEFORE I KNEW ANYONE AT TILT OR EVEN HAD STEPPED FOOT INTO AN ARCADE,I WAS AT COLLEGE IN WACO AND SCHOOL WAS WRAPPIN UP FOR THE SEMESTER AND I WAS GETTIN READY TO COME BACK TO V TOWN TO WORK AND SAVE UP SOME MONEY, SO IT WAS A THURSDAY NIGHT IN WACO AND ME AND SOME FRIENDS WANTED TO GO AND CHILL AND PARTY ONE LAST NIGHT BEFORE WE WERE GOIN TO HEAD BACK HOME, SO WE GET ALL DRESSED UP AND HEAD TO THE CLUB AND WE HAVE AN AWESOME TIME, I MEAN IT WAS BADASS, SO ANYWAY ITS ABOUT 2 OCLOCK AND WE ARE GETTIN BACK TO THE APARTMENT COMPLEX AND I HAD MY PS2 AND XBOX AT MY FRIENDS HOUSE CAUSE I WQS THERE ALL THE TIME AND WE JUST CHILLED AND PLAY VIDEO GAMES ALL DAY BESIDES GO TO CLASS, BUT I HAD GOT DROPPED OFF A MY APT. ACROSS FROM HIS HOUSE AND I HAD WENT IN CHANGED AND LAYED DOWN CAUSE I WAS TIRED AND I HAD TO DRIVE HOME THE NEXT DAY, BUT AS I WAS DOZIN OFF I HEARD SOMEONE RUNNIN UP THE STAIRS AND IT WAS MY BOY TIM AND BRETT, THOSE ARE THE DUDES I HAD CHILLED WITH ALLTHE TIME IN WACO, I ANSWER THE DOOR TO TIM TELLIN ME THAT HIS APT. WAS BROKEN INTO AND ALL MY STUFF WAS TAKIN, AND IMMEDIATLY PISSED AND I RAN OVER TO HIS HOUSE AND I SAW THAT HE WASNT LYING AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I WAS JUST SO PISSED AND I COULD THINK WAS "ONE DAY,ONE FREAKIN DAY AND I WAS GONE" AND THIS HAD TO HAPPEN BUT THATS THE JIST OF IT IM JUST SAD NOW CAUSE I LOVED THEM AND THEYRE STILL GONE ANYWAYS FABIAN (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
2:16 am	I LOVE SCOTCH, YES YES I DO, DOWN IN MY BELLY What can i say??? all i can really say is that the past 2 weeks have been pretty crazy for me, there is some crazy shit goin down with the tilt, that im not even supposed to talk about, and there has been some crazy shit goin on with me. But let me start with the tilt. ok, theres not really alot that i can say cause then it will put me in more jeopardy than i really am, but all i can say is that some stuff is brewin between people, thats all i can say for now, Onto my life, since all this stuff has been goin down i have been really stressed out, sometimes i dont even want to show up at tilt cause of whats goin on, but i tell myself that i have a job to do and i have to do it cause no one else is goin to do it, and plus i need the money (and i cash my 600 dollar check today, im so freakin happy, MONEY), but, ive come to find out that past friends arent even friends ive come to find out they are just people who will sell you out for no reason, so whenever isee this person i'd rather not talk to you,(don't worry if its you, ask me and i will tell you who it is) it just trips me out how people can be 2 faced, but its just another lesson to learn in life i guess. On the female note,ummmmm, still no one yet, im lookin for that someone but it just seems to get harder and harder with everyday i dont know what the hell is goin on, i dont know maybe there is no one in this town for me, which really sux cause i might be in this town for ahwile so i guess since i dont have a chick i can work on my marvel skills, id rather have a chick dont get me wrong, but i guess its just MARVEL for the time being, which is ok cause im gettin alot better and soon i will be gettin the hybergrab tempest as easy as sayin CLAP CLAP(for the mvc2 players readin this)but anyways i dont want to sound like some emo kid but ive just been down lately, ive had so much stuff on my head its not even funny, it would make it easier if i could talk to someone about it but the person i used to talk to all my problems about is no longer a worker there and things have changed between us, ive still got his back and if he needs help with anything i got him, but i just cant talk to him the same way anymore, for certain reasons only known by me and him, and i know i have a bunch of friends but i just cant talk to my friends like that, i really have to find someone to trust then i can talk to him or her, i did have someone that i was beginning to trust but i really dont know what happened, we would talk all the time via texting, but its just seems like im doin the textin and im gettin no response, so that kinda sux but oh well, im sure theres a reason, im hopin, but anyway, we will see what happens in the coming weeks, who knows i might just pack up and leave cause I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE oh yeah if anyone would like to join me im goin to to TEXAS ROADHOUSE tomorrow, im takin my parents and uncle and aunt to eat, let me know if you like to join me, i might treat you too, who knows anyway im done whining like a little girl but it felt kinda good, like it was something i needed to do, see you at HQ Fabian aka Killafabe aka MAN IN CHARGE Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Random music (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 10th, 2006
12:59 am	ALONE MAN I NEED A CHICK........... AND A NEW REMOTE CONTROL MINE STILL DOESNT WORK OH WHAT A WORLD Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: sounds of crickets in my head (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
2:28 am	IM pissed cause my remote control doesnt work, man it sux and im tryin to find the codes to reprogram it but i cant find them so im stuck Man i hate my life DAMN REMOTE Laterz (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 3rd, 2006
12:11 am	Mama Said Knock You Out............... I dont know if its a lack of sleep or im just workin alot but i have been in a weird mood for the past week and a half, i dont know sometimes i just get real mad or some other times i just get real down and upset about certain shit, i dont know what the problem is, wait im not gon to lie i really do think i know what the problem is but im not about to say something about it, all i can say is its just some stuff that has been botherin me for awhile and is just gettin to a point where im gettin kinda of tired of it and i just want it to go away, i have been talkin to someone one about it and she has helped me out, but then that becomes a problem, i dont know,i dont know,i dont know, i dont know, i really dont know what to say anymore, its just crazy how things have changed, but oh well lifes full of change and im just gettin used to it or havin problems dealin with it, anyway some of the stuff i said makes sense to me but it may not make sense to an of you, but if you think you know what im talkin about give me a holla and we'll talk and see whats goin on Anyway i was lookin forward to tomorrows plans but it seems like they might fall through so i might just go watch 16 blocks tomorrow its seems pretty good, i really hate goin to the movies by myself but it might just happen, UNTIL TOMORROW, (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 25th, 2006
12:25 am	For What Its Worth...... I dont know about the title, its just something that came into my head and i just ran with it, anyway What can i say ???, oh yeah work is goin good, I work everyday, every morning, yea it sux gettin up that early, but its really my fault cause im usually up til 3 or 4 just chillin on the comp, or talkin to people, but somehow im able to wake up and drag myself to work, its hard but i knwo i have to do it, even if that means im goin to be chillin there all day with the DM, but what can i say, she has gotten aok with me, yeah yeah i can see where everyone can not like her, cause i was the same way, but ive just gotten used to her, and im used to her shit, even though she can be real serious person she does like to kid around from time to time, but most of the time its all serious. The last few days have been pretty crazy cause ive just been really busy at work, workin on games, cleaning makin sure everything is right so i dont get bitched at, but i was goin to say more but i dont want to right but this will be continued later on anyways laterz oh yeah ddr is gone, so yeah complain to someone else (idgaf) (1 Comment |Comment on this)